I'm so content at where I am in life right now. Except for school everythings kindof just flowing together perfectly.

Valentines Day

Its Valentines Day, the day of love. I usually hate it, I mean you should show you love someone everyday, not just one day a year. But this year, its not bothering me this much. This year I know I have someone who loves me, because he DOES show it everyday, not just once a year. Hopefully this day is great this year.

don't ever let life pass you by

You bring out the best in me, and I'm so happy.


I've been looking back at all my old post from the summer and I realized something. I didn't love you and you didn't break my heart. You just drove me crazy. Hopefully I never get like that again. When I look back at my last two relationships- my only two relationships before this one, I don't get it. I don't get why I thought I was in love. I wasn't treated right, I deserve better and I finally found better. I think this time I can say 'I love you' and mean it. Becasue I've never felt like this in my life. Best.feeling.ever? Yes.

Vernon, CT

These past few entries have been about how happy I am. Trust me, I'm happy, I'm so happy and mostly everythings going great. But I'm going crazy being stuck in this town. I can't stand half the people and school sucks, and I just need to do better so I can get the fuck out of Vernon. I have no problem with Connecticut, I want to stay in CT at least for college, then I'll see where that takes me. But Vernon? Almost everyone I've met from here means nothing to me, I have a handful of friends from here that I love and can spend time with, but other than that, I really don't give a fuck.

Hopefully this town will start growing on me.

um

I'm really truly happy these days. Aside from high school dragging on and my parents. I've found some really great friends and an amazing boyfriend. They're whats keeping me going. I'm just hoping everything stays good.