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I don't even know what to do anymore. Its only been eight days, and I'm falling apart more than ever. Every day I just start to love him more and he just starts to love me less. I just can't take it anymore. I tell myself I'm over him, but I know I'm just lying to myself to make myself feel better. And he tells me not to lie to myself and to take my time in the process of getting over him, but I don' want to get over him yet, I just feel like something could happen. But what do I know, I'll probably just get even more hurt.