I'm so happy that nothing is the same as last year.
Last year I thought was good. I remember this time last year, I thought I was happy and everything was great, but really I was tricked into thinking I was cared about when really I wasn't. This year is totally different. I have someone that cares about me unconditionally and someone I can just be myself around. I know times are rough sometimes, but honestly, I can never lose you. I couldn't handle it.
Your everything I've ever wanted. Your everything I need. Your everything I want.
Please love me forever. Just like I'll love you. Lets grow old together, and be little old
people reminicing about when we were young. Lets just run away together when times
get hard, and remember why we love eachother. Lets just live everyday together like
its our last day together. <3
Christopher Sisneroz, I love you.
Tuesday, April 20, 2010
Wednesday, April 7, 2010
n e v e r k n o w s b e s t
Its like I don't even know you anymore. I'm trying to remember the you I thought you were. The adorable you, the one who didn't get mad at me for everything. The one I could lay with for hours doing nothing except enjoying eachothers company.
I miss everything being so carefree and amazing. Right now I'm thinking of our hands entwined and our fingers interlocked. I'm thinking about your face, and how your brown eyes crinkle whenever your with me. When we're laying together and our heartbeats synchronize, and its just like one big giant heart, don't you remember? My favorite thing was waking up next to you, with your loving arms around me and just knowing you're there. I don't know what happened, we were so strong, now its like we're falling apart.
Don't you get that I need you? That your everything I've ever wanted? Now I don't even know what happened. Its like nothing I ever do is right anymore. I pick the wrong friends and I mess up all the time. You know its funny that your ex did all the same things, yet you'd stay with her even if she was fucking other guys. And if I'm even FRIENDS with a guy you can't trust it makes you want to break up with me.
I don't feel like me anymore. Everything hurts way too much. I want this, but I don't know if I can deal with this.
I miss everything being so carefree and amazing. Right now I'm thinking of our hands entwined and our fingers interlocked. I'm thinking about your face, and how your brown eyes crinkle whenever your with me. When we're laying together and our heartbeats synchronize, and its just like one big giant heart, don't you remember? My favorite thing was waking up next to you, with your loving arms around me and just knowing you're there. I don't know what happened, we were so strong, now its like we're falling apart.
Don't you get that I need you? That your everything I've ever wanted? Now I don't even know what happened. Its like nothing I ever do is right anymore. I pick the wrong friends and I mess up all the time. You know its funny that your ex did all the same things, yet you'd stay with her even if she was fucking other guys. And if I'm even FRIENDS with a guy you can't trust it makes you want to break up with me.
I don't feel like me anymore. Everything hurts way too much. I want this, but I don't know if I can deal with this.
I love you, you know. But how long will you love me?
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