looking back

Looking back on all these posts from the last year. I've learned something.
I've changed alot. Like, alot alot.

Its weird. When I thought I was happy, I actually wasnt. I thought all these random boys made me happy, when all they really did was make me a mess. I'm happy I found Chris. He put me back together. Cliche, I know. But it's kindof true. I haven't thought about alot of these events since last year. But just for the record. I WAS NOT HAPPY A YEAR AGO. Well, I guess I was, but not as happy as I am now. December 26th 2009 was the changing point that made me happy. Thanks assholes for tricking me into shit.

But thank you Chris. I love you<3