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Tomorrow it's been two months since you asked me out. Possibly the best two months of my life so far. I'm just so happy lately. Time is just flying by.

I'm still worried about school and if I'll graduate next year, I really just need to work harder and not fail everything like I have been doing. I just need to get out of my house really soon, and in order to do that I need to graduate and go to college. But at least school is the only thing I need to worry about lately.

that should be enough

Things are so good. I've been looking back at the past and today I realized I'm sure as hell the happiest I've ever been.

I'm so content at where I am in life right now. Except for school everythings kindof just flowing together perfectly.

Valentines Day

Its Valentines Day, the day of love. I usually hate it, I mean you should show you love someone everyday, not just one day a year. But this year, its not bothering me this much. This year I know I have someone who loves me, because he DOES show it everyday, not just once a year. Hopefully this day is great this year.

don't ever let life pass you by

You bring out the best in me, and I'm so happy.


I've been looking back at all my old post from the summer and I realized something. I didn't love you and you didn't break my heart. You just drove me crazy. Hopefully I never get like that again. When I look back at my last two relationships- my only two relationships before this one, I don't get it. I don't get why I thought I was in love. I wasn't treated right, I deserve better and I finally found better. I think this time I can say 'I love you' and mean it. Becasue I've never felt like this in my life. Best.feeling.ever? Yes.