you never said this would be simple

I need someone that works with me this time. I'm done settling for whatever is in front of me. I always seem to be attracted to jerks or manwhores. This time I want someone good. Someone who cares for me, just like I care for them. Maybe even someone to fall in love with, I'd like that. I haven't felt that in so long.

Lately I feel so alone. I don't know why, I mean I was actually happy being alone a few days ago, now I just want someone. It might take a while, but finding someone good will be worth the wait.