i'm coming down, bring me up

The last time I remember being this happy was in June. It all seems so long ago. Sometimes I'll think about it and I don't even know what happened. Everything was just together back then, and then it all fell apart. Sometimes the memories come flooding back, and I'm not quite sure why. I wonder if they flood back for you too. That'd be nice if they did, so I'd know I'm not the only one who misses it.

Sometimes I tell myself we should just be together again, that we'd be great together. But, I know that's not how it would work. We're different now; Like oil and water. We'd never work, no matter how hard either of us tried. So I let go, I let go of everything holding me to you, and I guess it worked. Sometimes I'm not over it still- I never put so much of myself into someone until I met you. I still don't think that part of me is fully back, maybe you'll hold onto it forever, or maybe you'll just throw it back to me and get rid of anything that makes you remember me. Who knows.


All I know now, is that I'm happy. And being happy without you is almost better than being happy with you. Almost.