Saturday, September 12, 2009

this sick strange darkness, comes creeping on so haunting everytime

I'm not sure what makes me miss you. Maybe its how I remember your arms around me or all those days we spent together. Its getting colder now, and I feel like somethings missing- your missing. I know nothing will ever happen again, but I just can't help but wishing something will.

I mean, there's periods of time where I don't think about you and I don't miss you at all, but then all of a sudden, I just start thinking about you; thinking about us and what we used to have. I replay all the memories in my head, and I just can't stop thinking if that will ever happen again. Knowing my luck, it won't. And I know it shouldn't happen, you've changed to much, your a person I don't even know anymore. It seems all you care about now is being cool and having sex and girls all over you. I don't know what happened to you, I just wish it didn't. But there's still some times where I can see the old you, the person I know, maybe that's what makes me miss you.

1 comment:

  1. we listened to that song in the car on friday(: we need to have another night like that, girl:D

    and stop letting this boy bother you so much, you don't need someone like that in your life. sure his old self shines through sometimes, but he's changed and he's a new person now, and more than likely he won't change back. :|

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