Saturday, June 27, 2009

Dead

I've never felt this way in my life. I seriously feel like I could die at any moment. I have no emotion whatsoever besides being miserable. Whenever I think about it I literally feel sick to my stomach, like I'm gonna pass out or throw up or something. Who breaks up with you after saying 'I love you and I don't want to break up', but then ten minutes later changes their mind.

I don't know what to do with myself anymore. I put way too much of myself into the relationship, that I never know how I'm gonna feel whole again. I sound so cliche and stupid, because this is all over a boy, but I don't think I ever loved anyone that much.

I just hate everything

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