Distracting myself

Lately everythings been a blur. Everything is pretty much going great, ya know, minus fighting with people I love. Today I realized that I really can't stand half the people I know / have heard of. Seriously, I never realized how full of dislike I am. I'm so sick of everyone bitching about everything to everyone, even though I do that sometimes, who knows, maybe I can't stand myself. And then there's those certain people who I would do anything to get them out of my life. One of them I know like the back of my hand, probably more than anyone knows them, and they just literally make me sick with how fucked up he is. The other I hardly know, I just hear stuff about them and see what they try to do to me. I hate it so much. Everything just needs to go back to normal, like when I didn't feel so hateful against everyone else. But it'll probably be better soon, who knows, I'm just wishing for it. But I'll stop bitching, so I won't be a complete hypocrite.

Hey, but at least I have some of those great people who I love more than anything. Without them, I'd be insane, completely and totally insane.