Lazy Sunday

I'm never good at expressing myself or anything through writing, and I have no idea why I'm trying on a public blog, not for attention or anything, but who knows. Everything is getting all complicated again. Life is still great and I'm happy, but I just wanna change somethings, ya know? I just wish I wouldn't be so paranoid about things from the past still. I need to learn how to trust people and not care anymore, because I'm at a great point in my life and I know other people aren't going to get in the way of what I have now. I just wish things could be a little different and that some things never happened, for me and for other people.